The thing is..
I’m really tired right now. If I’m really tired right now, how is it going to be once they cut holes in my abdomen?
And really? Why the heck do I have fluid in there? Every time I search, I either come up with infection, cancer, or no particular reason.
I certainly don’t want to have an infection because the last thing I need is another infection causing more damage to my already screwed up reproductive system. Obviously I don’t want to have cancer. And my control freak self would not be happy with the, “Uh..we don’t know why it was there” or the fact that I had the additional laparoscopy for no particular reason.
That’s all I guess. Oh, and my surgery is on Friday. It also marks one year that I’ve had Snowbaby and Bubba.
February 5th, 2008 at 10:12 am
Oh, and I am sorry for not being more specific. I was dealing with Snowbaby’s refusal to sleep because of the visit with her mom, and the introduction of their bio dad into their lives. Good times.
February 5th, 2008 at 10:13 am
You’ll be in my thoughts this week. I hope they are able to figure things out, and that it’s nothing worse than what you’ve already got. Hug your kids.
February 5th, 2008 at 10:15 am
*Hugs*..thinking & praying for u..
February 5th, 2008 at 10:19 am
I will hold you in my thoughts on Friday…
Happy one year with Bubba and Snowbaby!
February 5th, 2008 at 11:22 am
Good luck. I’ll be thinking of you and Friday. Focus on Saturday when it’ll be OVER.
February 5th, 2008 at 12:30 pm
I’m sorry, darlin’. I am thinking positive thoughts.
February 5th, 2008 at 6:53 pm
Well, congrats to the 1 year at least….
February 5th, 2008 at 10:26 pm
Thinking good thoughts for you. Remember infection can be treated, cancer is unlikely and treatable too (although not fun) and there is always the possibility of technical error and/or unusual presentation of ruptured ovarian cysts/ovarian follicles. So I’m thinking good thoughts for you.
February 6th, 2008 at 12:21 am
One year. That is amazing. Time has flown. They have changed so much. Best of luck: I getchya with your dissatisfaction with that choice of diagnoses or lack of them: me too I found it frustrating when they did all these procedures and never found why I wasn’t conceiving. Though I was healthy as a horse, and no bleeding, liquid etc. Just laparoscopy, hysterosalpingogram, biopsies etc with no answers. So frustrating. I hope they can give you a concrete answer with a concrete solution. hugs.